August 05, 2007
Dreams - My other reality
Annie and Haonian were waiting for me. We were going rock climbing. So was my mum (!!!). We were heading to Clementi. It must be Climb Adventure then, since Annie just told me a few days ago that she goes climbing at Climb Adventure at Clementi.
The next thing, we were heading for dinner. There's a chalet somewhere. My aunts, uncles and cousins were all there. It must be the chalet that my mum was telling me about a couple of days ago - the one my aunt rented for the national day weekend and invited us to. It was some celebration. I supposed it was one of my cousin's birthday. My mum told me that too.
Suddenly, I found myself at home. On the phone with Kay. She sounded upset and disappointed. She just got rejected in one of her job applications. She was very disheartened and in a way, weary. She told me she's tired of it, of things not going her way and of waiting for the right job to come by. I was just listening.
Then, she said she had thought about it for the past 2 weeks. Apparently, she was thinking about us. And she told me she had a decision.
Somehow, I just got this feeling that she has decided that we should be together, again.
Strangely, my reaction was one of fear mixed with a desire to accept that decision. I wanted her back; I wanted us to be together. And yet, I knew quite surely that was not a good idea.
I resulted in trying to delay her telling me her decision. I told her that she didn't have to decide anything so soon. I told her I was busy and had to go. I told her to not think too much and take her time. Then, I hung up the phone. And woke up.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 22:50